Pregnancy after miscarriage?

A little over 2 weeks ago I had my first m/c at 10 weeks I had an emergency d & c because of the bleeding I went through the next couple of days only being able to think about how bad I wanted to get pregnant again. Well we started having again about 5 days ago and now that I have had some time to think about it I would really like to wait to get pregnant again. So my question is what are the odds of me getting pregnant that fast after a m/c, everything I have read says its super easy to get pregnant again after anything like that and I am worried that my irrational behavior has came back to bite me. I would not be mad if ended up getting pregnant again but I feel like I need more time.....ugg im so worried. Please help anything would be great right about now.